On content and contending

Everytime i log in to write and i can count about 30 posts that i have written so far, i have to, just have to, tweak my blog name/url. I really wish i had noted somewhere all the creative and not so creative names i have thought up for my blog and the reasons why i changed them. None of them have the "eureka" moment, so till today i am just settling for something which i think is an improvement on the previous one.

Lets see if i can recount some of them - songlines and souvenirs, littlesnugbugs, asinglemouldperson, thebelgianyears, etc, etc.There are more but can't recollect now. And one reason is also that i write about my life, again, not very regularly, so there is no great content happening here. Unless you are my friend, or i send you my blog link, no one will ever land here and find what he/she reads of any lasting value.


In a way, this blog mimics what is happening in my life so far. Two children, staying in another country for a long enough time to feel reasonably out of place from, a home and husband to look after, certain freedom to pursue my interests, and still i am searching for a deeper purpose, priority, which supersedes these daily duties. I tell you i am seriously crazy. Yes, i feel i am one of those persons who lives life in the retrospective. Wish I could talk to Mrs S. But though you are armed with a sense of understanding, you rarely come across such situations another time to put them to good use, so there you are, right where u started.

Wrenwarbles suits me fine just now, as i love to talk, and am in the unfortunate position of having no friend who i can pick up the phone and talk to randomly here. Seriously, its not one of the best states to be in, but maybe its for the best, i can finish the sweater i started or even clean up the kitchen cupboards. Au revoir, till next time.


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